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Mon Nov 2, 2009, 10:42 AM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Reading: Nola, on faith, art, madness
So I haven't been showing up, so I need to take a further unspoken hiatus from most of the internet. Don't worry. I'll still be here. I just need to think about school and writing right now. Don't expect too much of me; know that I still care about everyone I know here, and I'll be back come December.

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Sat Oct 24, 2009, 12:51 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: plays. writing plays.
I can't stop thinking about:
- folklore & mythology
- mental illnesses
- writing
- nonsense
- anxieties
- re-delving

I am exhausted.

[ while ]

Mon Oct 12, 2009, 7:31 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: the daily show
  • Reading: plays. writing plays.
It's been awhile. I stole this from Meep. I wanted to bump that months-old journal off my front page.

Rule #1: If you open this you take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Tag 25 random people. (That means you everyone who reads this.)

Answer: True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? True.
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? False
Q: Donated Blood? False

Last Person
1. You hung out with? My family
2. You texted? My friend Leigh
3. You were in a car with? My family
4. Went to the movies with? Idk.
5. Person you went to shop with? Idk.
6. You talked on the phone? Erin.
7. Made you laugh? Dad.
8. You hugged? Little brother.

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Fall.
3. Left or Right? Left-wing, right-handed.
4. Sunny or rainy? Sunshine.
5. Where do you live? Massachusetts. Or the Congo.
6. Club or pub? Club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? More than that! I'm lucky.
8. Do you want to get married? Probably not. I don't know if I'm meant for monogamy.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl, with both spoon and fork.
10. What time is it? 11:00. I'm going to make a wish in eleven minutes.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? No. Yes. Depends.
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Too big for here and now.
13. Do you cook? Eggs or macaroni and cheese.
14. Current mood? Sleepy! And uncertain.
15. Color of underwear? Polka dots.

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang? Yup. We had a long car ride.
2. Listened to music? Yup. Long car ride.
3. Danced Crazy? Yup, for sure.
4. Cried? Nope.
5. Liked someone you can't have? I don't think so.

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? I didn't have prom!
2. Who was your first roommate? Clara Anllo. She was from Spain and probably on speed. I moved.
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? I don't remember. I think it was vodka.
4. What was your first job? Camp counselor.
5. What was your first car? I don't have a driver's license. Awesome.
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? My step-granddad. I was eight.
7. Who was your first grade teacher? Ms. Matos! ...She thought I read too fast. Now I read too slow.
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? When I was six weeks old. We moved to Tanzania.
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? I don't think I ever did.
11. Who was your first best friend? Jas. She's still around. I think she's in New Zealand.
12. Who was your first best Friend in high school? Greg! I miss him a lot.
13. Where was your first sleepover? Jas's house, fa sure.
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Marta, maybe, or Bird. Or I'm online with Diane. Leigh, lately a little.
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? I was a flower girl at my aunt's wedding. My dress wouldn't twirl.
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? stumbled upstairs for breakfast (I slept in the basement).
17. What was the first concert you went to? Juan Luis Guerra when I was 11.
18. What was the last concert you went to? Girlyman!
19. First tattoo or piercing? 9 years old, regular ears.
20. First celebrity crush? I don't remember.
21. Current celebrity crush? Kaki King. Ty Greenstein.
22. First crush? I don't remember.
23. Current crush? ELCLAQgaaaaah
24. First time you tied your shoe laces? I don't remember. Age 3 or 4?

Seven names you go by
1. Tree
2. Treacy
3. Tree-acy
4. C
5. Caitlin
6. Crunch
7. Caitlin Treacy Tree

Three things you are wearing right now:
1. all clothing
2. from the
3. men's section

Three things you want very badly at the moment:
1. reciprocation
2. understanding
3. peace

Three people who will probably fill this out:
I don't know?!

Two things you did last night:
1. Wrote part of a play
2. Argued sexual assault survivor rights

Two things you ate last night:
1. Spinach
2. Flatbread

Two people you last talked to on the phone
1. Erin (wait I answered this already)
2. My brother

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
1. Go back to school
2. Meet with someone and finish a flyer
3. Spill over with Bird

Two longest car rides
1. Maine to DC
2. Orlando to New Orleans

Favorite beverages:
1. Cranberry juice
2. Root beer
3. Lemonade

[ world ]

Sun Aug 30, 2009, 12:08 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: music
  • Reading: writing, really
I miss music so much when I'm not in the thick of it. But I'm going to throw myself back in. And back to school soon. Sophomore soon. I'll see my mom in two days. My mom thinks everything will be fine. She's probably right. I'm having a conscience explosion, finding myself wanting to talk to my mom about all of everything. Help me, mom. You know. You know what to do, or you don't, but will you listen to me and support me as all of the words tumble forward. Mothers are wise in the way that makes me nervous to bring forth anything else. In the meantime, I've been neglecting the internet, half from being busy and half entirely on purpose. I don't want to get sucked back in. I've been really enjoying living instead. I have more words for myself this way.

[ look-at-all-the-beauty ]

Sun Aug 23, 2009, 1:48 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: music
  • Reading: writing, really
currently am going through my devart inbox, poking, prodding, dealing.
camp is done. the sadness of leaving lingers a little. don't know if people quite realize what it is to spend all of two months immersed in something and then get cut off out of nowhere. not sure at this point. I kind of just don't want to be alone at this point.
I filled a journal, though.
and now have three blank ones. blank journals are a new kind of exciting that I have never really experienced.
wreckable.
gender, too.
all kinds of thoughts mishmosh.
I remain in limbo.
we'll see.

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